Free Time?

Is free time actually time to do whatever you want, or just time you’re not paid to do what others want?

I am doing it again. I stop, removing my fingers from the keyboard. I had just finished planning my day for the week. It was a strange, surreal moment. I had done similar things before, organizing and planning my day. But this time was different. This time I  realized how stupid I am.

How many times have I “planned out” my day, in order to make sure it was well “spent?” Spending a day? When you think about it, the concept of spending a day is absurd. The concept of planning a day may be even more so.

Capitalism has infested my vocabulary. The jargon of the workplace has infected my thoughts. My “free time” is influenced by my work habits. Is free time actually time to do whatever you want, or just time you’re not paid to do what others want?

I can’t escape the demand to prioritize, organize and mechanize. Though I may not be at school or work right now, my mind is psychologically wired to be in work mode, simply because that’s what it’s most used to. I can’t simply relax because I am not working or at school, nor do I suppose anyone can. Capitalism stains, and no matter how hard we may try to wash it, some dirty residue remains.

Thanks Weekly Writing Challenge for messing up my week. What the heck am I going to do now?

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15 thoughts on “Free Time?

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  2. Our minds do some strange things. Sometimes they imagine the most creative things. Other times they refuse to be creative until after the kitchen is clean and all is in order. And then they become creative in the middle of work. You just never know.

    • It’s ridiculous. Last week I was in a British literature class and I had a great idea for a post, but now, while I have so much free time I can’t remember what I was thinking about. I have been forcing my mind through loops to remember. The minds of creative people is a blessing as well as a nuisance.

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